When did we become complicated?

Your words said you hated me

But your tone of voice showed you still loved me

I couldn’t understand you because you always said we were meant be

But never acted on your thoughts

Pushed them away as if the idea of being with me disgusted you

I have no need for your bipolar emotions

You’re two-faced personality leaves me confused

One minute you treat me like i'm Bane to your batman

And the next minute you’re the Joker and I’m your Harley Quinn

I couldn’t continue to go on this tangled journey with you

So many curves and detours with no warnings in sight

Either I didn’t know how to read the signs

Or you were handing me the wrong directions

No matter what the cause, I was fed up with it

I became consumed by the side of you who hated me

Slipped away from your heart’s grip and into his

I finally allowed lust to provoke my actions

My one moment of weakness

Was supported by the strength he cradled me in

The strength that you refused to offer

I kept it quiet

But those unspoken words became the painful truth in due time

Our causal conversation turned into hateful words

And final good byes

Me begging for your forgiveness

And you preaching that I never cared about you

Silence spoke louder than our love/hate for each other at that moment

There was the truth rearing its ugly head

I wasn’t yours and you weren’t mines

We were two single individuals whose souls just happened to cross paths

No obligation to each other so what was the point of this argument

We weren’t in a relationship but we refused to treat each other as just friends

At that moment

We became complicated