Almost

Almost
“Who ever said it’s impossible to miss what you never had, never almost had you.”

I put us together
Before we got together
Never made it official
Guess it just felt that way
Simple conversations
Turned deep over a few months
My heart jumped into
Before my mind made it
Forming future fantasies
Of our life together
When in the present
We were only friends
Connected on a level
I had never felt before
Influenced the creation
Of a false relationship
Where my feelings were all in it
Then like clockwork
It was over
And I felt as if I loss
A relationship
But I had to remember
That it was never official
So I was almost there
But so far away at the same time…
- Authentic Jay