Disconnecting from disconnection

Always wanted to be able to give my love
Had diagnosed myself with emotional disconnect
Every time it came to me
Trying to find a reason as to why I
Couldn’t last with anyone
I said that I couldn’t love them
It was hard to let my heart fall
And connect to the others
Something I felt was next to impossible
Possibly because I never really understood it
How could I let some stranger
Take care of one of my vital organs
Frightening thoughts of them breaking it
Continued to plague my mind
Thus leading me with the simple diagnosed
If I stayed emotionally disconnected
Then my heart will never be affected
By any hardships experienced
Throughout the relationship
Well….times have changed
And I have spent time
Developing a cure
Not sure if I’m ready to test it out yet
But when the perfect time comes
I’m sure that I will be cured

- Authentic Jay