Free write

I don’t exactly know how this is going to end
Or better yet begin
But the evaluation
Of my life’s proclamation
Has yet to be said
So it’s time for me to speak
Vexed silence seems to reign
Throughout the land when it comes to
Who I want to be
Or who I am to people
They lack the knowledge of my contradicting rule book
That dictates the choices I make
Some choices being made against that rule book
Ending in an unseen destruction
Beginning a new chapter of the book
As ways to avoid it happening again
I think someone tore a few pages out of my book
Because I seem to have made the same mistakes a time or two
I’m left with having to rewrite all of my past mistakes
To avoid them being repeat offenders in my future
But I still remain guilty as charged
When the fault of the situation is discussed
Forced to serve a sentence alone
Until the next victim arrives…

- Authentic Jay