Complicated

Why do I have to be so complicated
Always conjuring up relationships that end up being the opposite of what I wanted to be created
Claiming that I have found my one and only
when I know that I went through the samething with the past three
Saying that you can have my heart
Only because in a few weeks I'll be tearing yours apart
Leaving you to think that you're my world
When I don't even claim to be your girl
Never truly accepting our relationship
Because I always end up wishing it had stayed a friendship
You're constantly waiting for my mind to change
But my thoughts on the situation are not up for exchange
I always say that i'm glad our relationship is over
But at times I wish you were still my lover
My words may leave you feeling heavily sedated
Because I'm always so complicated

-Authentic Jay