Scared of the "R" word

Scared of the R word

The one thing that makes me pull out my sword

And prepare for a battle of the hearts

Ready to tear the current lover’s apart

Why? I just can’t handle it

Something about that word puts me into this quit

State of mind to where I just want to back up

And change everything I just f**ked up

But then I’m forced to face reality again

And go back to where the story begins

As usual I end up losing a few friends

But that’s only because they have yet to understand

Exactly where Im coming from

This is my disease and it makes me so numb

And unaware of the obvious

Things that are right in front of me but this

Is not the life I want to lead

So do you hear my plead

Or am I just speaking to myself

Being left alone like an abandoned can good on a shelf

I bet you’re wondering what this is leading to

And I’m just gone say that I’m ready to reveal the truth to you